"At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don't noticed, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren't, and people you never imagined you'd be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of it now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is only going to be memories."
Indeed a lot has changed over this year. The one that I thought I would die without don't seem to be so important anymore. New school, new friends, new faces, new environment. I never thought I would be able to blend into everything so comforbably or uncomfortably.
I thought I would never be able to survive the tedious curriculum of JC but I did.
I thought PW was tough and I felt as though I will never be able to finish but it's already over.
Those nights when I stayed up to complete assignments or do powerpoint slides or edit scripts. Those restless nights of revision and reading of notes. They felt so dreadful but I survived them.
I guess human bodies and minds are really capable of overcoming challenges and obstacles.
Now I just wonder what is to come?
I mean life is only going to get tougher. So what else am I going to face? Will I survive?
I hope that I'll survive even though the journey ahead seems rough.
"Do not be afraid of changes. If you truly want a different outcome, change must take its course. Have the hunger to learn and experience new things, good and bad. Cast your fears aside and take a leap of faith to nurture your persoal growth...this is how we gain wisdom."
Maybe this time I need to trust a little more.
I will smile a little more,
sing a little more,
feel a little more,
laugh a little more,
love myself a little more and become a better me.