Friday, May 9, 2014

 It's been so longgggg. the exam period has been over for so long but yeah whatever. Selfie in the library when I got too tired studying LOLOLOLOL
We (Beryl and I) ate at pizza hut twice during my exam period ._. 
Lunch at the hongkong cafeeeee

Awkward me in the background._.

 Enlarged it so you can see clearly. The curry chicken is super nice. (A lot nicer than what beryl ordered at least:))))) )

 On April6^^


 Class grad photo(I really hope it will look good in the yearbook>.<)

(^ ^)

 Chocolate cake from KFC :999999
 Random photo. (honestly this photo has super good quality)

 Just mud. No, I'm jut kidding, it Oreo mcflurry(I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL)


 After dental appointment the other day. (check out my face reflected in the mirrorrrrr;)) )

Shopping on labour dayyyyy

#throwback to the happy me

Friday, May 2, 2014

Arguments are going on and off, on and off. I get tired and I really can't be bothered anymore. Like seriously. I keep trying but everybody seems to think that I'm not. Thinking that I'm a loser who's trying to get something in return without doing anything? Oh really. THANKS? I mean I may not be trying hard enough right now but can't you give me some time and some patience? Do you think I actually like disappointing every single person I know? Honestly, I won't be bothered if anyone else said that to me. I just can't believe it came from you. I just can't believe hours ago you were so nice and then now this. I really don't see hope in us. You want to know what I see in my future now? Me living happily. Alone. I don't see how if your attitude continue to be like that, we can ever communicate. Like seriously, EVER. I'm so sicked of being put down by people. I'm just sick of it. I never ever wanted to hurt you. Not even now when I'm so angry and upset with you. But I guess you can't do the same. Just because you are angry and annoyed, you go raging and thinking that you are the victim. Ever put yourself in my shoes and think from my perspective? Nope. I know you are angry. And I find it reasonable. But what about me? Do you actually think I want to call off meeting you? I just didn't want anything less for you. I just didn't want to show you a side of me that's not good enough. But you don't seem to understand, do you?