Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Another tiring day. I dont even know what to feel for today. Sometimes I feel that everytime I speak, the world is waiting to have a good laugh at me. I feel that people do not actually call for me until I'm somehow needed. I have my insecurities but I try not to show them. I am tired of people looking at me and thinking that everything that has ever been done by me is easy. I mean it may not be fantastic work done but I tried and I just really hope to just take a break. I wish for a time when I could just be carefree though I know such a time would never exist. But sometimes its just so tiring living everyday..